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Name: FozTINA
Birthday: 2/28/1942
Gender: Female


Interests: music
Expertise: sleeping heavily
Occupation: student
Industry: the student industry


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Member Since: 7/26/2006

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

Currently Listening
For Those Who Have Heart (Re-Issue) CD-DVD
By A Day to Remember
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How do you show someone you love them?

So. Apparantly there's featured questions on xanga. and the one that randomly popped up when I logged in was:
"How do you show someone you love them?"
And that was exactly what I've been trying to work out for the past few days.
I looked through five pages of answers from random strangers trying to find some guidance or direction.
But I still don't know what to do.
Maybe it's not really love, I don't know.
All I know is that I am confused shitless.
I don't think I'll ever be good enough.
I'll never live up to his expectations.
After all, I'm not what he's used to.
Maybe we're just not compatible.
Maybe I just suck ass at relationships.
I really don't know anymore.


Tuesday, July 31, 2007

ok. i'm in lve

unbelievable.
a lifetime experience
fo' shiz'









so. new piercing: lower back. check it out


haven't updated in a long time.
guess its coz I don't have internet at home.
and maybe also because this feels really pointless.
i mean. who am i typing this to.
maybe karen is the only one that will read this


life is pretty much just cruising along.
a little ups, a little downs.
it's pretty alright I suppose.
I guess I'm happy :D
especially when I'm eating my cheeseburger :D:D
oo. and escape the fate soon.
should be effing radical!


Friday, June 15, 2007


I would rather me be lonely

and you have someone to hold
I'm not as scared of dying
as I am of growing old.




Tuesday, January 16, 2007

     so this is how it feels as your life starts to fall apart

I wish I treasured everything that I had.

As piece by piece falls away I start to regret.

and regret's a bitch

i miss all those things, people that I used to have

Now that they're all gone

Hopefully this new chapter in my life will be a far better one

But that is up to me

And I don't know if I can fix everything.

I know that I definately would not be able to do it alone



i try to really treasure everything, everyone around me

After all, life is precious and every second we live, is gone forever

and life doesn't give people second chances,

but it's really really hard to keep trying, keep trying but not get anything back,

Anything good

I'm really scared that someday I'll give up on trying,

give up on everything.





Hopefully something good, a miracle, will happen and everything will change

I will be my own miracle.

Here's to a 2007 that is filled with wonder.

 
















 

Sorry about the huge pic upload, it must be a traumatic experience for victims of slow internet such as I.

This is just fueled by the fact that I recently got  2 new cameras =]

Panasonic LX02, which is a total beaut

&

THE ACTION SAMPLER

from my  beloved  Kurry-in-a-Hurry

 

That is all.

for now.

 

 


Saturday, December 09, 2006

my secret wish to santa:

to sleep & never wake

 

i hate how everything that was good has faded away into nothing but memories.

i hate it how the only time i see you is in my mind.

i hate it how it is IMPOSSIBLE now for things to be exactly the same as they were.

i hate it how i took some of those things for granted and didn't treasure it as much as i should've

i hate how things turned out

 

it hurts so much knowing that i can never relive any of those good days again and the fact that it is nothing but memories now



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